Big old sigh.
Posted by yeeween , Friday, July 08, 2011 3:13:00 AM
SIGH.
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sticky lollie(s)
For what?
Posted by yeeween , Thursday, July 07, 2011 3:45:00 AM
Sappy words of assurance make people cry harder, don't they? They do? None of that for me tonight, but I still managed. Mi amor sure has no idea about two words, subtle and gentle. That's what I get for seeking out an honest friend to cry to. Damn good thing too because by now, after perhaps 3 hours of self-pity I have been brought back to this cruel, cruel world I have to live by.
And this has taught me one thing in general.. Never check Facebook when you're having your period.
And never tell yourself you're tough on the inside when you know you will die if shit gets thrown right in your face.
I want to cry like the pretty, helpless girls on tv and get told that my sufferings would be avenged. But no. Nobody to help me clean shit up. Nor do I even look remotely pretty when I cry to the point where I have hiccups and figurative pain racks my body while I curl up in a sad little useless sideways ball of woe with hair thick enough to be my pillow. Oh well. Doesn't matter now. To say that I will never cry again is cowpoo. In fact I think I might have little drops of late tears still swimming around behind my eyeball.
So all I can do for now... Is to learn lower-eye makeup so I can give my convex lids abit of depth and pray that I manage to get some sleep after maybe 74652839x of chanting "Everything will be better when I wake up."
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