In this life...❥

Just read through the whole blog and I realise that I can never get used to seeing myself talk. (or write in this matter) 

So what's new? A fuckload of changes I guess? Last year my resolution was to find myself. I guess I did.. by discovering that I cannot uncover myself in a year. Heck I can conclude that even if I have found myself one day.. The following week of drama will change me. You know what, scratch that. I sometimes see myself making split-second-life-altering decisions every day and I gotta say there are some things I'm not proud of.. But not that I regret making them either.. Nothing ventured nothing gained ey?

All in all since the last time I blogged.. It has been a good year.

I think.

Anyway I sorta kinda maybe have been through this seriously fucked up period where I am SO DOWN i almost lost myself completely in this little room of mine.. But hey!~ I'm alive. To tell you a whole year's worth of stories would take exactly that amount of time.

The moment I remembered I had a blog was prolly yesterday in the showers when I suddenly missed writing.. And oh well to start again took up a lot of time because of the writer's block. What the hell is that anyway, writer's block? I believe it is because I have too much on my mind and I cannot seem to focus on one particular subject? Actually there's only a handful but oh well. They're considerably big big issues I'm not ready to discuss yet. 

So I wasted time googling templates and chose this one. A world of colours outgrowing a dark space? Or it can be a dark space slowly overshadowing a burst of bright colours. You decide :)