In this life...❥

Last Friday I was awakened with a call to whisk me off to Genting Highlands. Normally it wouldn't bother me so much but I was so totally caught off guard I felt pretty crap that morning. But then the day progressed and my mood got better.. Even managed to get my siblings to take the cable car. We even had much fun taking advantage of the not-so-crowded Theme Park. But then we only had a few hours to play so we played all the big rides and the rides that we didn't usually get to play because of the queue. The next highlight was dinner thanks to Auntie Jennifer at a place we didn't know existed.. 

The next day was a big flurry of activities... most of them involved eating. Was kinda scared because I was supposed to be able to fit into a cheongsam yesterday night. Oh well in the end all was well, I looked like a Chinese waitress and the wedding dinner was kinda awesome despite mediocre food at Imperial Garden opposite the Armada Hotel. 

Okay now I realize I'm blogging for the sake of it cause I am so goddamn sleepy. Been out the whole day with the family and I woke up pretty early too. U can't sleep past 9am in a house full of elderly females who chit chats as soon as their eyes are open and they see each other.

Pictures next time la (Not happening.)

All in all it has been a good weekend. I didn't even mind missing deadmau5. Okay I minded a little bit during the few minutes the dinner got boring.. Okay okay it was more than a little.. Got worse when Sam and the other guys sent me pictures. Buu..ut other than that no more. So that's it. Goodnight!

I'm talking about my cousin Trish's wedding! I still cannot believe it's this Saturday. Oh well excitement aside I feel pretty crap about missing the deadmau5 concert.. So I have mixed feelings on that part.. the happy feeling comes from not spending money /sigh.

Anyway I just finished her guestbook and it's now being fitted for a box (credits to WeiHun). Kinda pressured him by saying I trust him. Dontcha think those three words can make you wanna laugh and cry at the same time? Yea it's kinda awesome being entrusted with something important but what if you fail? What if what if what if..

I took pictures of the guestbook but then the pics don't do the real thing justice. Not even a bit. And I changed my BB wallpaper again.. From the picture of a beach on Isle of Wight to this :

So as usual.. With new templates comes multiples posts in a day. But I cannot contain my excitement cause I haven't been gorging on sweet stuff since so long.... I am just home from a catch-up session with the old, new and rediscovered friends of mine.. Namely Kelley, Vernn, Heidy(can you believe it? It's been months!) and Shane. And thanks to Vernn's abundant knowledge on where to get sweet sweet desserts we tapau-ed from a few places and scooted over to Coffee Bean to enjoy our seriously diabetic treats.

Lemon macarons ugh. Nuff said. Eh btw the frosting on the Red Velvet is so addictive! And obviously very sugary. Until a caramel laced coffee tasted bitter at one point but oh well. Anyway we were touching on a sensitive topic at Coffee Bean and I almost ALMOST fucking spilled a truckload of beans but fuh. A promise is a promise right?

So after all that sugar I'm pretty much hyped up now and woe is me when sleep time comes. It's always like this. Always. I should really sleep when every other normal people in the world does or I'm going to miss out on so much daylight wei. And my baaabbbyyyyyy Shianru and Alyson are coming back to Subang tomorrow so I have something to look forward to.. Nights without them are blissful cause I get to sleep on one bed instead of two, but I miss the giggles and question-punctuated orders. (You duwanna off the lights meh?) And for now i really gotta start working on Trish's wedding guestbook. Excited!

Just read through the whole blog and I realise that I can never get used to seeing myself talk. (or write in this matter) 

So what's new? A fuckload of changes I guess? Last year my resolution was to find myself. I guess I did.. by discovering that I cannot uncover myself in a year. Heck I can conclude that even if I have found myself one day.. The following week of drama will change me. You know what, scratch that. I sometimes see myself making split-second-life-altering decisions every day and I gotta say there are some things I'm not proud of.. But not that I regret making them either.. Nothing ventured nothing gained ey?

All in all since the last time I blogged.. It has been a good year.

I think.

Anyway I sorta kinda maybe have been through this seriously fucked up period where I am SO DOWN i almost lost myself completely in this little room of mine.. But hey!~ I'm alive. To tell you a whole year's worth of stories would take exactly that amount of time.

The moment I remembered I had a blog was prolly yesterday in the showers when I suddenly missed writing.. And oh well to start again took up a lot of time because of the writer's block. What the hell is that anyway, writer's block? I believe it is because I have too much on my mind and I cannot seem to focus on one particular subject? Actually there's only a handful but oh well. They're considerably big big issues I'm not ready to discuss yet. 

So I wasted time googling templates and chose this one. A world of colours outgrowing a dark space? Or it can be a dark space slowly overshadowing a burst of bright colours. You decide :)