Uh?
Posted by yeeween , Tuesday, February 02, 2010 5:43:00 PM
first post in new house!!!
P1 seriously sucks here, yaknow? so most of the time when there's connection there'll be a long long line to check facebook and stuff.. no time to blog oso.. not there're much privacy anyway.. i get to blog now only because WeiHun's taking a nap =.= and the rest arent back yet..
anyway i started classes already!! i gotta say i should be really busy at the moment.. but just now i was in my room very determined to deconstuct a poem for my English class.. and then sumhow it ended up being a karaoke session. i prefer to do work at night anyway so it doesnt really matter.. :) plus my roomie moved out coz of unknown reasons i guess? so i have the whole room to myself to slaaaavvveee away.. [ update : a new roomie's moving in x) ]
i think.. ive changed.. sorta.. ShianRu told me sum days ago that she felt i wasnt the same anymore.. i guess all the growing up ive neglected for the past few years now come in a big spurt. x) either that or im just being really emo.. and ive been learning about literary criticism.. one of it explains about how our 1st interpretation relates really really closely to our current life situation.. and lately whatever song, movie, book or conversation i encounter i link directly to me being a very sad little person with no control over what's happening.. :(
so i think im just generally being emo.. i hope this is really just the beginning.. i dun wanna end up making the same mistakes i did.. i cant afford to backtrack and slack anymore..
sigh. this is getting more and more depressing. i shall stop now before i end up crying to Reesey again like i did yesterday x)
