In this life...❥

in a few days at least :)

im feeling more n more excited coz i wanna tell my mum to get me more long pants wtf. and i wanna see that little brown curly-haired bouncing ball. :D guess u can guess from the tone of my voice that i feel better now.. but honestly, not entirely.. but it'll pass.. /scratches head.

went out today for a supposedly outfit hunt.. moon had to leave early, jess and i were so sleepy we went back around 4sth.. which is so not usual if its a girls' day out, but i slept at 3.45am coz i was finishing my assignment.. and then came home and online abit then crashed like nobody's business.

until my coursemates came to look for me wtf?! i dreamt i was at home and my mum was knocking the door asking me to go open the gate so she can back her car out.. sigh. the irritating moments that seem so significant when u cant feel it anymore. anyway.. they asked me for my notes la.. and then umm....... i didnt let them in my room.. which at that time WAS a complete fucked up excuse for a living space. its all clean and proper now.. i even made the bed even though im gonna crash on it after i finish this post x)

anyway.. the moment i realised my room was in such a sorry state i kept nagging myself about how im neglecting my own personal well-being again wtf. "how is anybody going to love you if you don't love yourself" shit so i cleaned it up.. and made HOT MILO AND CRACKERS heh. vian jeles anot x)

so that's my day :)

crashing in 3, 2......