In this life...❥

i think i have to change my name..

to Chong Feet Hurt.

luckily there's still a smile on my face :)

coz i learnt and still am learning so much from this clinical session..

i feel like i achieved sumthing /stands proud..

still tired though.

the balls of my feet sudah boleh makan coz they look so pink.

like the core of a medium well steak.

and when i walk i cant put pressure on my toes anymore..

its so painful!!!

everytime i tilt my heels to put my foot forward, the pressure goes to my toes right,

and its like STRETCHING whatever tissues are left of them and then i get geli coz the thought of any part of my body leaving me sounds appalling. =.=

ask my friends or people who crack their knuckles in front of me..

i freeze on the spot until u finish..

or i get amazed by the sound or the very action itself.

and and and.

we all do it to our toes as well right..

the big toe goes over the 2nd toe and craack!

can u make the 2nd one crack ur big toe?

i know one sole person who can do it.

and i miss him very much x)

okay im getting sleepy aredi..

always around this time, my body would tell me i should go catch Zs..

sad i know. its worse than school time wtf.

sigh. at least i had a satisfactory dinner of mee and eggs.. :D

i miss eating 3-quarter boiled eggs..

you know....

like half boiled but left longer..

then the eggs is aaaalllmooossst solid but not quite..

then if u cut the wonderful yellow almost orange yolk in half the liquid part still slowly flow out from the soft soft center.

and then for 2 eggs add 1.5 teaspoons of light soy sauce and 2 shakes of pepper and

OMG. heaven.

sigh. i love eggs.

even as i type this my eyes aredi closing...

and this is just the 1st daayyy... Dx

meh maybe i'll get used to it.. but its gonna be awhile..

my days now consist of driving walking walking walking driving sleep.

and doing the whole thing again..

i learned alot today though! :D

the batch of radiographers in Hospital Pulau Pinang are really fun people..

who said my killer heels are sexy wtf.

no more sexy shoes for mmeeeeee!!!!

too much pain. enough said.

anyway i got quite a few pictures la..

but....

i left them in my lab coat.

i lazy to take..

then i sleepy aredi now.

so nitenite.

imma go smooch boyfriend till i fall asleep :D

I'M DARN EXCITED!

tonight will be my last night of sleeping in this room until my posting month is over!!~~

i shall miss this room..

it's like home, really..

because it's comfortable and aircon-y and heater-y and everything's in a place.

plus its like a single room coz my roomie's not around most of the time..

oh well.

anyway i'm all packed and ready to go!!

my luggage kinda heavy larrr...

*prods books

was thinking of not bringing them.. but then even my lec said must bring.

especially Anatomy wtf.

and Procedures. the heaviest.

thats y lah! want glossy magazinepaper-y books for wat?!

so heavy sumor nvm.. under the light must read at a certain angle wan =.=

okay nvm.

anyway i will be going back on Sunday with Moon~

and then at night sleep at 9pm FML.

coz the next day needa get up super early around 5.30?

T-T

maybe posting's not so exciting after all...

and then and then this morning a bunch of my classmates and I went down to the lab right,

and then we attempted to do a full xray procedure..

position, shoot and develop..

:DD

syokness.

we took 3 shots..

the hand, elbow and foot..

using phantoms lah of course.. MsNurul who supervised us said she wont take any responsibility if we really did an xray on sth living..

"never do it in front of me" said she.

meilin... :D

can borrow ur turtle ar..? :DD

wait i just remembered we took 4 wtf.

andrew sabotaged one of it because while the film was gonna be developed he went and open the cover of the machine wtf.

then the film turned purple under exposure.. =.=

FAIL.

anyway it was such fun to actually do an actual procedure..

we were giggling and laughing away though.

imagine about 7 of us in white lab coats tap-tapping in heels all around the lab while giggling, making jokes wtf.
oh ya excluding Andrew who is obviously a gay guy.

the other day MrYoga said NEVER GIGGLE coz it shows unprofessionalism FML.
noowwww what am i supposed to do. =.=
i can never suppress  a giggle wtf.
i remember holding a laugh in for a full 5 minutes and then i just haad to burst out laughing while boyfriend carried on with his computer game.

oh and also never stand around..
his solution is pretty simple.

ACT BUSY.

he went on to give us examples on how to do it.. =.=
like opening and closing drawers.. look at notice boards.. check the patients' log books..
aiya the point is not to look bored.

MissNurul was cool about us frolicking around so i guess she understands the excitement of taking that first ever shot.

i'm not a virgin radiographer anymore coz i shot one!! :DD happy die.

i couldnt believe it though coz i thought it would be like sum flashing light but then it turned out to be a small "click" and "teet" and then done. wtf.

my friend even had to told me "ya okay aredi." then only i let go of the shoot button..

=.=

but the elbow i positioned was wrong lah coz no support-sponge to do a true Anterio-Posterior shot.

and then right MissNurul told us that the phantoms we were using contains real human bones in their respective plastic moulds.

and all of us went eeewuuurrgghhh~ but then got excited anyway.

anyway back to the procedure.. actually we did so many times because we wanted to ID the film correctly..

since there were so many of us and we were supposed to do everything singlehandedly,

nobody remembered which side is the ID box we made wtf.

but then in a real hospital the IDing is done by machines so no worries :)

and now jess is jealous of us coz we got to shoot at sumthing rather than thin air..

BWAHAHAHAHA

u'll get ur turn lah :)

heck maybe in the future u'd get so bored of it u dont want to shoot anymore.

so that's my preposting excitement.

i shall go sleep now :)

sigh.

these are the times when i sit down..

and think about how life has passed me by..

and then eventually i'll get to thinking about my birthday next year..

and how i'm gonna be 21..

being 21 holds no significant meaning for me..

people say it marks the unlocking of freedom.. blablabla.

i doubt i can break free completely.

im not sure if i wanna grow up oso! *pout

maybe these can change my mind...

if i have a daughter i'd get her a Tiffany key wtf.

actually i went there coz i was browsing browsing thru facebook kan..

then saw this friend of mine..

and then she got pictures of her boyfriend and her together and they have this pair of rings..

so i squinted at them and cheh.

yes la i know la i sound like a sour green slimy monster with seven horns coz im jealous like that.

sigh.

anyway i gotta get to packing my one month's worth of stuff because i'm going back home!! :D

supposed to drive each day to posting and back...

then can eat home and save money heh.

im pretty excited!! i dunno the way though.. and i call myself a penangite. tsk.

anyhoooo.

i just remembered a Murphy's law from boyfriend's ipod that goes :

"if everything has never been better, u've overlooked something."

crap man.

i really need this chance.

oh well till the next time i post :)

today nth special.

except i missed out on the x-ray marker needed for clinical training.. T.T

and then they all got sold out. yucky colours and all wtf.

nvm.

oh and today i spent less than RM5 wtf dun ask me how i did it.

its coz i ony eat a meal a day :D

a healthy-just-enuff plate of sumthing and i din even buy water.

i am so proud of myself.. considering i spent about RM150 in the last weekend. tsk tsk.

gah i have so much flabs in all the hidden areas im starting to lose my curves wtf.

i think i can call my abdomen an udder now. =.=

anyway about the clinical training its gonna start on the 16th!!

next thursday got uniform inspection...

jor. im so excited actually..

just praaayyy i dun make such a big mess outta myself.. :(

or end up being late every single day wtf.

anyway meilin's coming to kl this weekend!!

i hope she keeps to her word and wanna meet up..

and then next weekend my parents are coming down to bring their precious princess home~

:D

oh and also sumthing in the form of sumthing white and wonderful.wtf

=.=

if not for the white and wonderful sumthing i might even have to lug my luggage around in pudu omg.

okay y din any1 tell me digi got 3G wtf???!!

i had to find out from my sis just now and then she say i lame :(:(

so i videocalled her coz i still got balance from the postpaid plan and then my dad saw me and then he was like

=.=

my dad. uses skype more often than i do.

anyywwaaaayyy i looked like crap and my hair very geli so imma go bathe now muahahha.

byebye!~

when trying to avoid homework...

when i got too bored waiting for lunch..

it means shark eat vian "nom nom nom!!" :D

yup that little msg cost me much more than my lunch.

said lunch was subway btw..

omg.

cookie cravings.

just now i discovered the ChupaChups website lol so CUTE OMG.

sigh.

i got tired from flooding boyfriend's msn window coz of the excitement just now..

so tired i think i needa go sleep soon.. heh.

still got work to do... :(

OMG did u know ChupaChups have this product right,

its like a pen.. with built in radio and speakers.. AND a place to hold a lolli.

fucking convenient right!

who wouldnt want some candy just to make a study session a happier occasion?

:D

it makes me feel like walking downstairs to get a lolli and tie it to my pen.

in hopes of actually focusing on my work =.=

sod the radio lah i dun need that.. i need only the lollie holder wtf.

here it is ! :D

meh.

anyway i seriously gotta go do my work already lah.

so see ya!!

It's the first again! :D

okay we went sumwhere sumwhere blabla.

we had a good food [as usual] it was very enjoyable blabla

we should be together until the end of time blabla.

thanks to him im a better person blabla.