In this life...❥

HeiHei has moved on..
[23 October 2009]



this is her being a proud mommie!!



and then realising being a mommie is hard work =.=



omg whats this?
i just realised the dates on the pictures are a week apart.. and the puppies grew so huge adi omg.
anyway heihei left us because a snake bit her..
but her son avenged her death by snapping the snake into half.
yup i wasnt there...so i didnt see the pain Heihei's been through..

i guess its better this way..
because i'll always remember her being the very naughty bundle of black as a puppy..
and a very sayangable big dog x)
she made me realise big black dogs arent all nightmares and dogbites.
i used to get agitated and wide-eyed and weak-kneed at the sight of big black dogs that drool..
but i can approach any big dog easily now.. if i have to..

did i ever tell u that i am absolutely terrified of dogs until Penny my Dalmatian?
it took sum time to get used to her in my life.. but after a couple of weeks i found myself going to her to talk about absolutely everything i can think about and she'd just let me..
and from then on i found a friend..

and then after that was Pippy Penny's daughter.. the super lovable dog that hugs me everytime im outside..
minus Sasha[boyfriend's golden retriever] coz she just wants to hump me =.=
there were a few evenings when everyone would be napping and i'd go out on the porch just to see Pippy and she'd be happy to see me and then we'd sit down for hours with her head on my lap and she naps just like that.. and then i'd count her spots.
she was so special to me it can never be fully understood..
and to this day.. remembering her still makes me cry because i never got to say goodbye..

and sumhow it just makes me so angry at her for leaving me like that.
and then i cried in the kitchen staring at her body.
i cried in the car.
i cried in school.
and when i came back home and there wasnt Pippy to hug me i cried again in my room.

i guess that's when i tried not to be so attached.
maybe that's y my pets keep dying on me omg.
the other day boyfriend and i went to SunwayPyramid and then we went to this petshop to get doggy biscuits for Sasha... and then we saw turtles!!
they were like all over in the tank and then i impulsedly wanted to get one.. or two.. and i pestered boyfriend the whole day to get me turtles but then he very strongly said no.

=.=

no fun.

but i guess he has a point.. with me always busy and moving here and there it's pretty difficult to keep a pet.
more so a Sugar Glider.





THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG.
and they dont bite. =.=
im tired of having to wear gloves to touch hamsters all the time because they bite.
anyway thats kinda a long shot because they cost a nuke which i dun have at the moment.
and they want interaction all the time hence the clinging on the lady's thumb..
which is a plus point coz if u wanna squeeze them they actually let u do it.. and like it~
:D

can i ohpleaseohpleaseohpleasedaddypleeaaassseeeee?
i dun ask for DSLRs or whatever nonsense my sis asks for /sticks tongue out at sis
i just ask for a little extra love... :D




fine. having boyfriend as a boyfriend is enough. mwamwak. hee




anyway back to Heihei..
im sure she'd rest in peace.. because the sodding snake is in hell as of this moment.
she was cremated on the evening of the day she left us..
cremated is a very serious word right?
i got to know the impact of that word the hard way in TGI Fridays.

i got vivian's msg.. and then proceeded to eat my Fried Mozarella..
and then before i could help it tears started welling up in my eyes until i couldnt stand it anymore then i buried my face in the napkin..
and then when i looked up boyfriend was staring at me..
=.=

people would've thought we fought or sumthing coz it was obvious i cried because my face was in the napkin when the JDsteak arrived and i din even flinch.
and then after that they wouldve think its weirder that i just switch back to normal mode and shared the steak and even swapped forks so he could cut more and i could eat..
then i had to feed Sasha...... and then played abit with her which reminded me abit of Heihei then i almost cried again but boyfriend came out so i sucked it all in..
wasnt hard to smile again though..
so sayang that boyfriend of mine. x)

anywaayyy it is time for me to sleep.
i still need a camera wtf.