In this life...❥

we're all it.. but we're all different.

of course it's not the same!

one is the good kind of bitch like me who bitch about the other kind of bitches.

another is the kind of bitch i bitch about.

oh. they also deserve two big rolls of toilet paper stuck in their mouth because they are loud, all that comes out of their mouth is equivalent if not yuckier than faeces, and their mouths are so big im not kidding about the TWO rolls.

it's easy to spot who is what kind of bitch.

just snap a picture when there's an argument.

usually there are sure two sides of a story for an argument right?

well in the picture all u can see is the good person.

u cant see the bitch because she goes all wobbly yelling at the top of her lungs, hence the blurring of herself and finally when she notices the good person just standing there waiting for her to calm down so she can listen to some sense, she storms outta the room.

and anger is one perfect excuse to run to the toilet and hide.

now what?

go home lo. no show aredi.

or u can come out of the room slowly just to see her flailing her arms in a very ungodly helicopter style on the way to her little hole of solitude..

if u come out just in time for her to glance back u can even watch her spread her legs and jab the air with her finger at u with an expression that would make the world's ugliest dog look beautiful.

and all u need to do is raise one eyebrow and she would later bring the whole toilet down.

i mean have u seen one?

wow. did u see how many claws the second one has???!!!

omg. wtf. geli. OMG. *faints

by the way they both got awards okay.

so congratulations to them! wouldnt wanna give them a congratulatory hug though. *cringe

anywwaayyyy..... no need to get all worked up because of her lah..

just treat her as a sorry case of a lost cause.. the thing about a lost cause is that at first u'll get angry. so angry u wanna hit her. and then u pity her because she's got no moves.

believe me she will hit u back with one thing u hate and then keeps on repeating it until finally u urself oso immune to it and she's left with nothing..

and then u let her slowly sink into oblivion remembering u for the day u showed everyone her real face.

now tell me that isnt satisfying! nyeheheh.

if not then she'll come apologizing to u saying she wont repeat her mistakes.

=.=

that wan abit tricky to handle..

anyway i am ready for the weekend!!

it is halloween~ ~ ~

meilin's coming to kl next weekend..

i asked her y not come THIS WEEKEND? dun u wanna say HALLO to me?

she got it a few hours later wtf.

then i went and tried it with reeseybabe.

she oso dun geddit. wtf wtf.

in case YOU oso dun geddit.

i meant that if u do as i tell u to and say HALLO to me this saturday, u'd go

as in halloween. geddit?

tsk.

anyway might catch a movie tonight with boyfriend..

so for now i shall go see my fishies in HappyAquarium!! :D

i spent Rm5.20 today! :D

this is a huge accomplishment considering i'm already on November's pocket money. =.=
and then right.
i got an advice from a friend who eats RM1 meals..
seriously! she brought her plate to the table and then as usual we asked how much they charged..
and my friend replied RM1. wtf.

but then her plate consists of one type of veggie and abit of rice.
which works well for me actually if i eat two meals a day.
gosh. i then sat thinking while i ate, about how i usually pile my plate with at least 3 types of sides minus the rice..
i mean egg, meat, veggie or sth fried.. sumtimes i colour coordinate them..
the sides must be in 3 dfrent colours..
because i read sumwhere that the easiest to make sure ur meal is balanced is by taking them according to the rainbow~
i thought the author is a genius. xD
and then it doesnt help that i have expensive taste sumtimes sumor. must have fish means must have fish.
and one fish is RM2 fml.

but then not that im complaining.. watching my wallet means watching wat i eat..
hopefully i can lose off watever i dun need..
sigh.

how to go shopping next month? *wails
sorry lah vian.. ur shoes will have to wait.
[p/s remind me about ur white ones this sunday..!]

anyway its a pretty boring day.. i asked my cousin out to yumcha but she's sickk. :(
so im left with no one to talk to coz everybody's busy except for me.
unless i know about hindi stars and movies and if i sing hindi songs..
oh speaking about that. remember my bangles??
oh crap. i din post it up. wtf.
anyway its a very indianish bangle i still love very much.. and then my roomie came and saw them she was like

" *hindi hindi hindi*??!!!" to her friend then the reply was
" *hindi hindi hindi*!!!"

and then they turned and asked me if the bangles are mine then i said ha.
woot. for a moment there i feel abit un-racist..
i mean.. not like im a hardcore racist or watever just dun try me can adi.
see. girls how oso sure can bond with each other wan. :)

anyway about money..
i wish i have the time and commitment for a part time job..
sum of my friends are working at the next door KFC outlet nightshift..
sorta envy them because they now have their better-than-nothing but sumwhat steady stream of income..
whilst i still sit here and fret about what im gonna eat tmrw.
gosh. im talking like i have RM50 to spend on November lidat. xD

OMG NOVEMBER.
my clinical starts at abot 16th November so i'll be back in penang for a month..
it sounds good to be going back.. except i cant roll boyfriend up like i do my towel and carry him everywhere x)
and he'll have to wash his car without me :(

aiya anyway im straying off topic here aredi lah.
i shud go find sum random book to bury my head in.
byebye!

HeiHei has moved on..
[23 October 2009]



this is her being a proud mommie!!



and then realising being a mommie is hard work =.=



omg whats this?
i just realised the dates on the pictures are a week apart.. and the puppies grew so huge adi omg.
anyway heihei left us because a snake bit her..
but her son avenged her death by snapping the snake into half.
yup i wasnt there...so i didnt see the pain Heihei's been through..

i guess its better this way..
because i'll always remember her being the very naughty bundle of black as a puppy..
and a very sayangable big dog x)
she made me realise big black dogs arent all nightmares and dogbites.
i used to get agitated and wide-eyed and weak-kneed at the sight of big black dogs that drool..
but i can approach any big dog easily now.. if i have to..

did i ever tell u that i am absolutely terrified of dogs until Penny my Dalmatian?
it took sum time to get used to her in my life.. but after a couple of weeks i found myself going to her to talk about absolutely everything i can think about and she'd just let me..
and from then on i found a friend..

and then after that was Pippy Penny's daughter.. the super lovable dog that hugs me everytime im outside..
minus Sasha[boyfriend's golden retriever] coz she just wants to hump me =.=
there were a few evenings when everyone would be napping and i'd go out on the porch just to see Pippy and she'd be happy to see me and then we'd sit down for hours with her head on my lap and she naps just like that.. and then i'd count her spots.
she was so special to me it can never be fully understood..
and to this day.. remembering her still makes me cry because i never got to say goodbye..

and sumhow it just makes me so angry at her for leaving me like that.
and then i cried in the kitchen staring at her body.
i cried in the car.
i cried in school.
and when i came back home and there wasnt Pippy to hug me i cried again in my room.

i guess that's when i tried not to be so attached.
maybe that's y my pets keep dying on me omg.
the other day boyfriend and i went to SunwayPyramid and then we went to this petshop to get doggy biscuits for Sasha... and then we saw turtles!!
they were like all over in the tank and then i impulsedly wanted to get one.. or two.. and i pestered boyfriend the whole day to get me turtles but then he very strongly said no.

=.=

no fun.

but i guess he has a point.. with me always busy and moving here and there it's pretty difficult to keep a pet.
more so a Sugar Glider.





THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG.
and they dont bite. =.=
im tired of having to wear gloves to touch hamsters all the time because they bite.
anyway thats kinda a long shot because they cost a nuke which i dun have at the moment.
and they want interaction all the time hence the clinging on the lady's thumb..
which is a plus point coz if u wanna squeeze them they actually let u do it.. and like it~
:D

can i ohpleaseohpleaseohpleasedaddypleeaaassseeeee?
i dun ask for DSLRs or whatever nonsense my sis asks for /sticks tongue out at sis
i just ask for a little extra love... :D




fine. having boyfriend as a boyfriend is enough. mwamwak. hee




anyway back to Heihei..
im sure she'd rest in peace.. because the sodding snake is in hell as of this moment.
she was cremated on the evening of the day she left us..
cremated is a very serious word right?
i got to know the impact of that word the hard way in TGI Fridays.

i got vivian's msg.. and then proceeded to eat my Fried Mozarella..
and then before i could help it tears started welling up in my eyes until i couldnt stand it anymore then i buried my face in the napkin..
and then when i looked up boyfriend was staring at me..
=.=

people would've thought we fought or sumthing coz it was obvious i cried because my face was in the napkin when the JDsteak arrived and i din even flinch.
and then after that they wouldve think its weirder that i just switch back to normal mode and shared the steak and even swapped forks so he could cut more and i could eat..
then i had to feed Sasha...... and then played abit with her which reminded me abit of Heihei then i almost cried again but boyfriend came out so i sucked it all in..
wasnt hard to smile again though..
so sayang that boyfriend of mine. x)

anywaayyy it is time for me to sleep.
i still need a camera wtf.

1. it's not advisable to completely trust what the boyfriend says.
u gotta have ur own opinions.. the most important thing is to DO YOUR RESEARCH!!

"do u know that skincare manufacturers have a kind of foundation..
they try to bring down good skincare products if they get too famous..
so they dun have famous names to back up their products.."
"wow?"
"wow what?"
"wow they have a foundation?! [skeptical as to y he knew so much about skincare..]"
"are you serious?"


2. stroking the guy's ego doesnt work.

** deep sexy purring voice on.**
"can u please bring my up my laptop, you biiiggg stronggg maaan~"
i asked one evening. and until the next, it still wasnt there.


3. guys buy stuff that they have too much of too!

situation 1
"i need sumthing for my tires"

situation 2
"i think i need sumthing to clean the tires"


situation 3
"i saw a brand online for tyre shine which is quite good lor~"

yes he spends more on his car than even on himself..
u should take a look at his car's personal towel wtf.
and believe me u wouldnt believe the price either =.=


4. NEVER give the guy sum cooling ointment

or he will sneak on you to pretend he wants to hug u and before u knoe it u have Vick's Vaporub armpits.


5. the day always gets better when he smiles
x)

my life..
is picture deprived.
i want a camera of my own..
CHONGVIVIAN when are u getting ur DSLR??!!

oh the other day i saw the new camera by sony?
so sui!

the.. sweep panorama one?
wait lemme get a picture.


here ya go. SO NNIIICCEEEE
the functions i mean... night pics are gonna be cakes.
guess whats the suggested retail price?

RM1499.00

omglmpkwtf.
anyway.. i guess thats the price u have to pay for style =.=
other ones got the lenses go in and out wan..
so not nice =.=
but i dunno why am i so supportive of sony lah.
everybody knows they're overpriced and they still go ga-ga abt sony =.=
see... style. wtf.

anywaayysss...
today i got my results~
went to class and moon was like
"wei u two's results so goood~~!!!" to jess and i

and then we went and see for ourselves and WTF she herself got the highest in our batch.
=.=

anyway after class boyfriend picked me up and then we went to midvalley for a movie and dinner date~



not bad whaaaaat!!
everybody is hot wtf? in their own bare-bodied way..
oh well except for the... supporting cast..
im glad the movie was okay-ish or boyfriend would've went on and on complaining about the movie and making me feel guilty coz i'd pestered him to watch it and he always went :

"what's with u n perfect getaway?!"

hee.
and then dinner just opposite the cinema ticketbooths..
carl'sjr!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!

my meal is satisfying and not satisfying at the same time..
coz the burger is so small. =.=
compared to JDburger@tgif
and they din put enuff chili on my chili cheese burger.
the fries are sooo good~
and then we ate too much =.=
coz we talked while we ate and before we realised, one of the two boxes finished O.O
and i din get to eat the handscooped shake thingie. :(
we were too full for that..

and so here i am back again..
so lazy to bathe oso.. oh well.. i guess i better go now coz its getting late..
hee. byes!

woohoo!
i change template again!
i cant figure out certain page elemements though..
oh well..
i'll tweak it sum other time..

sooo.
today is rather eventful..
i cleaned my bathroom!
:D

THANK YOU SO MUCH JESS AND MOON
for helping me during my dire times of need..
T__T
what would i ever do without you two..

that was after we went for lunch at SecretRecipe..
and i got my LabCoat today.. =.=
dunno which fucker put my size as M.. now its so big i look so unpro wtf.
anywaayyy.
it was good seeing my coursemates again :D
unknowingly missed them a lil *hides*

and then after washing toilet i went to SS2's pasarmalam..
then after that went for dinner with my cousins and aunts..
it sucked. but nvm.. i had fun~ :D

and then i'm back here..
tired like crazy.. but still very much awake..
currently reading Breaking Dawn..
it's kinda boring now.. coz all the tense good parts are gone gone gone~
i hate it when they skip all the details in a ROMANCE NOVEL.
it just makes me so frustrated when they just glaze it over for the kids' sake..
sigh.

oh well. i dun have class tomorrow~
so the 3 of us [jess, moon and i] might head to kl just to wander around..
hopefully i dun spend any more than necessary..
i've already spent so much i dare not check my balance wtf.
but we all know it's easier said than done..
so i gotta focus on other things and keep awayyy from shops with fabric for sale.

hee. oh well.. time for my book and a good night's rest :D

since i kenot sleep.
i shall bog.

i will begin with a simple statement i wish i never have to say.

I HATE FUCKING COCKROACHES.
and i mean every word i say.

can they not breed so fast?
can they not have long thorny legs.
can they not have eww-y feelers or antennae?

the cockroaches i ever ever like are those in oggy and the cockroaches.



oh and wall-e's pet.



all. arent real.
wall-e's is kinda real but it doesnt count becoz its antennae are curved very nicely.
and it doesnt cause an infestation in wall-e's home.

i SO want to show u my bathroom at this very instant..
so all of u who reads this can have sleepless nights and still have nightmares of cockroaches..
what the fuck, but i cant bear to even open the door am not that evil..
hehehhe~ *nervous*

so right now i have nothing to do but sit here with the roach spray..

oh well.. might as well tidy my stuff.. but that would mean im that close to the bathroom which is ewwness at the moment..
im gonna go use jess' bathroom tmrw morning b4 class..
i am sooo not gonna be stinky weeny. x)
and then after class.
ITS PAYBACK TIME!!!

right now it is damn boring.
trying to figure out if there's a safe place for me to sleep..
i have nightmares of roaches falling from the ceiling also. and then landing in my hair...
and i'll go ticklish and disgusted at the same time.. =.=

eh u know what.
i think im more scared of them than to hate them OMG.

i just googled it.

KATSARIDAPHOBIA.
fear of cockroaches.

T___________________________________T

i need my daddy to help me shoo away boobooroaches...
he always knows what to do...
gah. i shall sleep under the fan?
if any drops then the fan will *pling!* them away.. and i'll spray all four legs of the bed so they'll stay clear.
then tmrw i fucking run out of this fucking shithole.

STUPID FUCKFACE COCKROACHES
I HATE YOUUU!!!!

sigh.
anyways..
now that holidays are officially officially over..
i gotta get back to my study mood...
but how can i with stupid cockroacheesss!!!
this is what u get lah. penthouse and all.
having the attic right above.
where they fuck and breed and fuck what they breed.

SICKKK!!!!!
can i keep a pet that eats cockroaches?
birds? gaahh i have an attic full of them and they cant get the job done.
can i please hire an exterminator.
but that would probably cost me a nuke coz the whole building is full of them..
means?

HOW TO KILL ROAACCHHHEESSS???!!!!!
im tired. i wanna sleep. i shall attempt to wtf.
see u.
shall update tmrw =.=