Posted by yeeween , Friday, August 21, 2009 12:07:00 PM





RIP

Tan Fung Chia

[7 November 1991 - 16 August 2009]

to a very dear cousin..
it was always so much fun to have you around..
sadly as we grew up, we also grew apart..
no more late night jokes until Gu Ma scolded us and made u sleep with her..
no more hours and hours of board games and crayons..
no more boycotting my brother so he didnt get to play with us..

ure so very dearly missed..
but we know we have to let go...
u know what.. i think the fact that you look so at peace helped me..
i look upon you and smile..
because i know u're brave.. even Gu Ma said so..
anyway..
you know how it was when we met recently and then we exchanged a few words and thats it?
im so at loss here =.=

anyway my point is that I MISS YOU LITTLE COUSIN!!
i know its a bit sad but i still look around for you when sumthing is about to happen coz i dun want u to miss anything..
ever since we were very little my mum and ur mum will always tell me

"go take care of chia chia"
"got play with chia chia anot?"
"make sure u look after chia chia"

so early on i was confused and abit annoyed to be truthful..
coz i figured if ppl wanna play with me they should come to me..
then i found out how shy u were =.=
so every chance i get i'd peek at you to see if ure bored.. :)

then the years went by.. it was becoming a habit to check on you..
like a switch turned on.. whenever i see Gu Ma i'd go

"where's chia chia?"

the day u came back from a grad pic photoshoot...
was the day i realised ure all grown up..
yea.. still shy sometimes..
but after we all know what happens after ppl get to know you :D
with a really nice group of friends whom im sure must miss u like crazy..
the animated way you talked about them..
i confess now that i felt jealous..
coz i was no longer the yeeweenjiejie u can look up to..
the walking english dictionary ur mum labeled me :D
but i was happy.. to know that u had a very happy life where everybody loves you..
actually we all still do x)

eh speaking of photoshoots u din give me any of ur grad pics =.=
so pardon the pic above la..
i know we took this like AGES ago..
too bad when we meet up we're always busy to be taking pics haha!
i guess i never expected you to go this soon.. :(

anyway lets not fret about that..
before i end this post i need you to know we will all take care of each other here..
so u need not worry about ur mum and dad.. and sis and bro.. and JJ :)
find your peace, Chia..













we'll always remember you as the strongest person with the biggest heart :)

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