In this life...❥

Its Finals Week this week..
farmville doesnt help by having Super Berries promotions.. =.=
luckily ive got my sis to help me! hehe

anyway.. cant talk much..
update for the sake of updating =.=

gonna go read abit of a very expensive book..
see yah!
i mean my notes =.=
the big book is for reference =.= =.=

so tired this kind of face comes so naturally

=.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.=

anyway. bye!!

RIP

Tan Fung Chia
[7 November 1991 - 16 August 2009]

to a very dear cousin..
it was always so much fun to have you around..
sadly as we grew up, we also grew apart..
no more late night jokes until Gu Ma scolded us and made u sleep with her..
no more hours and hours of board games and crayons..
no more boycotting my brother so he didnt get to play with us..

ure so very dearly missed..
but we know we have to let go...
u know what.. i think the fact that you look so at peace helped me..
i look upon you and smile..
because i know u're brave.. even Gu Ma said so..
anyway..
you know how it was when we met recently and then we exchanged a few words and thats it?
im so at loss here =.=

anyway my point is that I MISS YOU LITTLE COUSIN!!
i know its a bit sad but i still look around for you when sumthing is about to happen coz i dun want u to miss anything..
ever since we were very little my mum and ur mum will always tell me

"go take care of chia chia"
"got play with chia chia anot?"
"make sure u look after chia chia"

so early on i was confused and abit annoyed to be truthful..
coz i figured if ppl wanna play with me they should come to me..
then i found out how shy u were =.=
so every chance i get i'd peek at you to see if ure bored.. :)

then the years went by.. it was becoming a habit to check on you..
like a switch turned on.. whenever i see Gu Ma i'd go

"where's chia chia?"

the day u came back from a grad pic photoshoot...
was the day i realised ure all grown up..
yea.. still shy sometimes..
but after we all know what happens after ppl get to know you :D
with a really nice group of friends whom im sure must miss u like crazy..
the animated way you talked about them..
i confess now that i felt jealous..
coz i was no longer the yeeweenjiejie u can look up to..
the walking english dictionary ur mum labeled me :D
but i was happy.. to know that u had a very happy life where everybody loves you..
actually we all still do x)

eh speaking of photoshoots u din give me any of ur grad pics =.=
so pardon the pic above la..
i know we took this like AGES ago..
too bad when we meet up we're always busy to be taking pics haha!
i guess i never expected you to go this soon.. :(

anyway lets not fret about that..
before i end this post i need you to know we will all take care of each other here..
so u need not worry about ur mum and dad.. and sis and bro.. and JJ :)
find your peace, Chia..













we'll always remember you as the strongest person with the biggest heart :)

another day!
i woke up and then attempted to read abit of my notes..
and then came on facebook to harvest hehe..
then shianru suddenly asked me to go out!
so i quickly went and bathe and dry my hair..


and then it began to pourrr....

then she said
"u sure wanna pong me adi wan.."
coz she made me rush so much then say duwan to go out HMPH!
nevermind lor...
i studied on the bed~ :D

then i fell asleep..
and i got woken up by my ex =.=
then he spoilt my beautiful day and i got mad and hurt and angry ...
and i slept again.

then clariss ooi called me up..
halfheartedly answered..
then she told me she fell down... O.O

and it was pretty bad! she had to get 3 stitches in a clinic...
i guess she slipped on water then her skin split open like omg so painfuulll........
and she said she was rushing to the stoovveee!!!
haiyoh babe ar babe...
when sum1's not meant to cook...
she's not meant to cook...
i cook spaghetti for u next time okay?
dun hurt urself nemore doii..!

she showed me on webbie just now..
and its located at the anterior distal part of the tibia.. approximately 3.5 inches from the dorsiplantar..
heh.

meaning its lower front of her leg.. abt 3 inches' distance from her ankle level...
aiya since its bandaged pretty well i dun see any danger..
but she said it was like sum kind of HOLE.

GOSH i am gonna fail my papers cannot describe positions properly omg.
nvm. i just have to understand kua..
oh wweellll... its gonna be a bog weekend...
so imma go study kao kao now! :D

skipped english class today coz cannot wake up!!
whoops..

went to PusatBandarDamansara..
to have lunch and get groceries~

only two of us [jess and i] went coz moon duwanna go even if threatened..

and so i get to eat spicy stegosaurus!! whee my favourite..!!



actually i indulge abit too much on food today.. dahlah gonna broke adi.. sigh..
and as i was picking pics to upload..
i realised i look like my mami =.=

compare!



this was taken years ago when my brother was still like this :



HAHAHAAHAHAH!! so cute!

anyways shots here and there...








all in all my meal not too bad..
except for this.



have u noticed whats wroongg???
since when secret recipe's cheesecake like dat wan??!
the actual cheesecake is like HALF of the whole slice like whhaaat.
bloody cut throat lah those ppl..
whatever happened to paying its worth...?

oh well.
apart from that and too chatty waiters..
it was worth biting into a spicy stego again :D
and yes lah about the cheesecake thing i know its been going on for a while adi..
i din eat it for THAT long maaaa...

now McD strike ma remember??
so we turn to secretrecipe lor..
hehe..

i miss domino's hot spicy watever wings.
sigh..
okay ed of post i gotta go sleep adi look at white time it is tsk tsk tsk.

weird hair day!
i walked into class and everyone kept saying sth's wrong with it.. hmm
maybe yesterday my hair was blue..

anywaysss todays test was...
haiyoh i dunno lah i forgot the pelvis bone is called the pelvis bone..
and then i kept thinking abut iliac crest which is the crest at ur hip part there?
and then i racked my brains for the origin of iliac..
and guess wat bone name i put?

ILEUM.

its not even a bone name OOMMGGG damn stupid mistaakkeee!!!
its gonna cost me big time. cis.

and anywayss after the test is done i went makan and then online and then slept..
my habit of taking late evening naps is back..
abit annoying..

wat if one day boyfie wants to take me to watch the sunset and i fall asleep and drool all over him...

O.O

im just saayyiinnngggg...

and then my phone died on me and gave me a big fat shock!!!
it offed and wont turn back onn...
so i turned to google and tried all sorts of stuff..
but still din work..
so i left it...
and then i got frustrated and hit it with my hands and traa it worked!

heh.

actually i took out the memory card la hehe..
oh well...

tmrw i still got english classs.. thinking wanna go anot..
sigh.
just go lah.. since nth to do oso kan..
i gotta stop sleeping too much..
boyfriend dun give me that skeptical look..
i can means i can..




just depends on if i want to hehehhehehe!

just now went on webbie with reesey and then chatted with khookie...
and then that reesey got boyf come adi then she dump me..
HMPH!

"ehhh my boyfriend din sleep yett!!
wait ha i close everything 1st..."

then she really closed everything except the chat room.. bye oso din say..
OMGwhatkindoffriend.

sigh.
at least i still got khookie to bitch with hee!
then she goes offline coz she gotta sleep.. then i have to rant at my blog boohoo.
and u know wats sadder ive ran outta things to say..
oh and this wednesday Jess asked me to go sing K..



i sked.





its so not my territory..
hahah
but i guess if she can tolerate me in a bar i can her in a K room..
nyehehehe.. oh well see 1st la..
see if my fear gets a better hold on me..
i so thirsty lah whole day like din drink water liddat..
imma go fetch it!
and see half naked guys in the block opposite

bye~

whee its sundayy~
lazy lazy day..
i din eat lunch yet oso..
yup thaat lazy..

yesterday i went to sunway pyramid with jess..
to watch 2 movies.. :)





and uh huh no comments lah go watch it urself coz its sunday and i lazy.
ryan reynolds' body so HOT omg.
*tries to contain excitement*

and i got a new bag~~
mustard yellow. x)

1901 for lunch.. dragon-i for dinner..
met up with shianru..
and the three of us went to Borneo Rainforest..
it is sumwhere at sunway oso lah..

the place so pretty :)
outside i mean.. inside its all dark so i couldnt see lu..
and also no pictures lorrr.... sad right..
shianru's camera dead.. my phone low batt..

sigh.

anyway it is a rather big night for jess i hope she had fun~ :D
then we came back and i got all geli from the beer..
and then was on the phone with boyfie until 5.30...
then i fell asleep x)
before i slept i got emo a little bit.. but i think its the alcohol..

and so thats my saturday...
oh yea i got pissed by sum ugly MALAY guy on the bus who kept staring at the boobs of any1 who has them..
and mind you im not being racist here but at least the chinese knows a thing or two about being a pervert politely hmph!
i guess thats not that bad considering some girls got molested also..
eww-ness.

not having ur own car to get anywhere u want sucks. BIG TIME.

thankyou sohshianru for coming to save us T.T

wokay.. so now i gotta go bathe... then get sth to eat.. then harry potterrr!!!
that day's assignment lah make me kenot read so many days grr.
aiyah shit. tmrw got Anatomy small test ISH!!

sundays are supposed to be lazy daayysss :(

tralala~
new template!

my sis found and did for me wan hence the big thankyou she wrote to credit herself wtf.
hehehe..

anyway i just got back from Ikea and got the best pillow in my life!!!
it is bigg...
in fact it is huugeee..
and despite being so large it is so soft~

:D

no pictures lah.
its a square pillow four vivian butts can sit on.
and i just gave him a name..
MITCHELL!!

Mitchell Isapillowalsoa Wuhnnabee.

hee!
aiyo anyway kan..
the pillow is sortof a congratulatory prize after winning a battle..





nowww... as u can see Sonyericsson camera kicks Nokia's ass anytime.

anyhow.
we[jess and i] did a full assignment within 24 hours...
despite falling asleep oblivious to boyfriend's calls.. hehe and so.

*big clap on the back*





i am so proud of myself.. x)
eh dun mind the messy labeling.. its actually two layered..
writing is on the plastic =.=

and actually i cheat. big time.





thank you powerpoint and 180 degrees flexable lappies~
anyway back to the story of my other purchases!!




my night light~




my duckie....compartment thing..
so now hor.. my room very organised adi hee~




sad lar the camera... oh well.. other than camera i have nth to complain about anyway..
at least for now...
and yes yes thats Mitchell Wuhnnabee!! x)

actually my msn says im on my bed with harry potter in my hands..
so imma go now.. and bury myself deep in pillows!!
[i have 6 now on my bed..]
kekeke.
byess!!!


btw my posts now can comment adi.
see yah~

ive got a new phone!!
:D

and im sorry sony ericsson. . .
im jumping ship!!

introducing my Nokia 5800 Xpress Music



still getting used to it..
not much trouble though.. coz its so easy to use.. :D





sumtimes i forget to lock.. and then when i do stuff with it in my hand..
the movement causes the screens to switch portrait landscape portrait landscape..
got once out of curiousity i just shook it to see how the screen changes..
and then my phone restarted HAHA!





that blue pick thing is so nice.
mine is greyyyyy wtf.
coz my phone is balck ma..
[look back at the 1st picture]





and thats the pretty case! :D

er.. anyway the phone comes in 3 colours and i got the black one coz.. no choice.
hahaha!

and the other two's back cover really geli anyway..
and i so love this phone.. :D
oh one drawback is that the camera's not as good as my K800..
i sold it for 170 btw.. :(
abit sad...

the camera on this phone is typical nokia camera la...
carl zeiss or not..
the colours not vibrant enuff to my liking xP

anywayyy im having a hard time finding wallpapers and themes because the reslution fucking huge.

alot of the themes' wallpapers and icons got blurred..
so sad!!
and then those nice ones are so... cool..
so...... not cute =.=

hee..
another thing with this phone is that i cant text in public wtf coz its.
too...
ostentious.

jor. surely u'd notice sum1 typing with both hands right?
i would..
and the 1st thing that comes to my mind is "show off."
ish. and then the mini keyboard is hopeless with fingers.
so i write msgs!! :D

the people i text better appreciate what i have to say coz i write wan ohkay.
coz they take extra effort.
sheesh its so easy to show off and so much harder to lay low..
aiya anyway ppl havent seen my phone yet but have seen the case oso know its no ordinary phone lah.
so whats the point.

one thing that excites me is the three buttons at the bottom.. :D
the colours are not from the buttons.. they're from the lights beneath!!
means when its on standby u see three white buttons lor..
when active got colours lor.
i keep locking and unlocking to see them change wtf..
and i like how when a msg comes the middle button pulses. .






**interruption from phone calls and everything**







i is sad already.. :(
they say smiles spread faster than u can blink..
i think the same goes to grief..
haih.

chocolate time.
lucky i stash quite a bit in my room..
im feeling better just thinking abt it! :D