In this life...❥

surprise!!!
:)




i can rake my fingers through my hair at long last.
*satisfied sigh*



but alas.





*dramatic pause*




it is not meant to be..



my real hair's only this short..








it'd take gazillions of years for it to be that long again..
BIG SIGH.


i love the white top in the 1st pic but my mum says its not worth buying plus it makes me look FLAT.
oh well......


btw its also temporary..
just as a sample of what it'd look like if i really straighten it..
my boyfriend thinks me having long straight dark hair is hot.

aredi done dark.. i love long too..
but im SO torn between straight n curly...
cant i have curly long hair? :(

okay for now i just want long hair

*pulls hair in hope it'd grow longer*

my mum thinks i look better curly..
my dad thinks otherwise..

wat abt all of u who ever saw me straight n curly before leh?
i bet my colleagues wud prefer straight coz i go to work with a tag that says

LIONESS. BEWARE.

xD
shall update once i hear from them tmrw..
i hope the straightness can last HAHAHA!
but lemme know wat u think? thx~

aloo aloo~
just ate from pasar malam!~

actually wanna go for aerobix wan lor..
but then they started early n we didnt know so ChaiHsia, her mami n i drove to permatang tinggi!~

bought so much food =.=

boyfriend : " Like what la? 11 chicken wings?"

eheheheh.. er.. no.
i ate half a bowl of porridge.. 2 wu kok (orh kak/yam sth..xD)
n bla bla... n blablabla....

n POTONG ICE CREAAMMMM!!!!!!

*squeals*


aiihh.. i very kuai aredi okay i din indulge so much..
usually i'd just buy buy buy then go home only stuff myself..
but this time i only buy one thing in bulk..
i think u can guess wats it..



actually this morning i woke up with a fever lor.
went to work like dead fish..

oh sorry. sneezing dead fish. xD

around 3 sth i was three quarter dead.. ChaiHsia intercommed me n ask if i was okay...
actually.. i was falling asleep..
n the ringing of the phone woke me up..
so i just said i think i got fever..
then she korek panadol soluble from another colleague...




SUPER HORRIBLE CAN DIE.
im not ever ever taking that ever ever ever in my life again unless if im desperate.


oh wellllll...
n yesterday i watched half of




n half of



(thx boyfriend.. it was great.. :) )

i recorded the gourd while watching the 2nd half of sublime..
heh! so my sis can watch =.= (excuses)



oh! samor saturday night i went out with my fabulous girllsss~~~!!

i show u pictures that are with me..
the rest are scattered amongst K800s.

aiyo go find meilin's or eefu's facebook la sure got wan kua..


lin and eefu





ween n eefu





lin in background n ween + long island tea





ween and junfeng




sumbody tell me y always dun have reese n i wan pictures wan...???
oh wait.. got..




the traditional shot. this time she aredi made up.. not still making up..
but still slower than me =.=



her dress.. SUCH a steal!!!!!!!!! hee. love youu
her bracelet oso steal weih. xD

okay lah thats it..
i wanna go makan potong.
buhbyess!~

this is it.

do NOT ask me what i got[gonna get]

i know i'll be a disappointment.

and i am seriously not being negative.

just truthful.. =/

seriously.. 

its hard enuff living each day knowing i'd be ashamed of myself coz i did not even try to do my best..

just now i had dinner with my mum n siblings..

but then as i watched my mum,

 its easy to change all her expression into the ones when she gets upset n mad...

u see...  i get those alot nowadays bcoz i havent been very good... :(

i know that n im sorry..

anyways i used to tell ppl whats done is done n we all always have second chances..

they just come in dfrent forms during dfrent stages in life..

i think i used mine.. hmm

i dunno who i can turn to now coz nobody can ever help me when im like this..

all negative n such..

so u dun have to try.. save ur temper :)

 i guess i'll stick to what ive always done..

put on a smile as best as i can and just face the world with the dread inside..

that sounds sad..

but i guess truths are always dark..

reality can never be pleasant.

thats y sumtimes i just refuse to face it..

always hanging on to the thought that sumhow there's a brighter side to reality..

always waiting n hoping in vain..

sigh.

i miss my boyfriend.

i knoe it's gone n done with,

but i wanna make a shoutout to my love..

now ur life really begins..

im just glad i got to watch u growing while in highschool..

all the changes u went through..

they made u into who u are today.. n they made me love you.. :)

anyway.. what im really saying is..

xD

on another unrelated incident..

my tummy is creating such a passionate inferno inside of me.

the culprit?

this.

we went to a taiwanese restaurant in chailengpark due to recommendations from my colleague..

he said the steamboat very hiam wan..

no guts nonit go..

we all went to prove him wrong lor. [oh boy.if i had known...]

sumor boiling okay.. 

i had to switch bowls coz i cant eat hot rice with hot soup in such a tiny bowl.

then the lady who owns the place yelled 

believe me. it was real.. i had to take it from a 5 year old..

and btw he so handsome omg!!

seriously when u look at a kid u'll go "eh. he's cute."

but not this one.. u'd go "omg damn entao..!"

he has a twin.. i envy ppl with twins. n the other's name is gordon..~

but john entao-er xD

besides that we had sum other stuff..

i particularly like

all in all it was quite an enjoyable day..

even repainted my nails!

they're pink now..

hermmm lets see wat else to blog abt..

oh u mean this.

okay im gone.

byebye!!

i forgot.

i got my new ic!!! hwahwahhahaha!~

xD

okay was just kidding abt that.

since when is my hair ever flat.

means my first statement is also WRONG.

at least i dun look like a maid. xD XD xD

i literally felt my heart plummet into my tummy n it almost came out with my intestines.

basically speaking, i dissolved.

or thats wat i want me to be.. vapour. 

until the whole madness disappears n my lifespan sumhow skips this part right here.

after that msg i felt so. down. the whole day...

work oso half-hearted..

didnt help when reesey msged me n said she'd watching MARLEY n ME..

n then it was 5.30! okay.. did OT coz i came in late previous mornings..

couldnt wake up =.=

reached home was so tired....

i called ahmoo lor!!

hee.

thats abt the most unusual thing i did today..

other than that still dooowwwwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

haih.

oh well.. managed to forget abt the dread for a while during aerobics.. xD

btw theres this snobbish aunty there today..

she keeps saying im doing it wrong but umm.. she did it worse..

n then kann....

we danced to hips dont lie u know~ 

she is such a show off.

eh i dance my 1st time oso i can catch up OHKAY.

she said wat u knoww??

halo.

u know how to compare wan ar?

ppl shake hip u shake boobs. =.=

oh well.. however.

i very tired adi lor now..

so imma go sleep 1st la.. see ya ppl..

im sorry i wasnt there...