In this life...❥

Posted by yeeween , Wednesday, February 06, 2008 9:02:00 AM

(Oo) the last post of the babi year!! (oO)


unfortunately this has to be a rather sad post coz i wanna rid all my negative thoughts n get prepared for the new year!!

but i sumhow dun feel that sad...
not like last nite..
there was the bbq at evelyn's place mar...

early morning.. it was such a beautiful day!!
coz i went downstairs n i saw the lanterns swaying in the breeze under the sun n its so pretty =)
n my mood was sooo good after that...
then the day progressed i got more n more tired.. n more n more moody coz of all the little things im not satisfied of...

like how i forgot to take my aunt's stuff for her ..
like how i drove n i dunno y it was... jerky...
like how long the queue was at the stores...

these kind of small things.. add up together can be one heck of a nail up ur ass okayy...
yea i knoe sum ppl might say "haiyoh small things liddat!!!"
but i NOTICE these things kayy!! i cant help it.. x.x
so okay after that when i got home things were quite okay...
until meilin told me there wasnt any food...

O.O

so i selfishly left her to think on her own coz i was kinda late adi..
then when i was bathing halfway she called and asked about spaghetti...
bathing..... BATHING WTF!!! with soap suds in my hair!!
-____________________-

anyway i arrived and went n buy sauce to cook...

loooooong story cut short, i was pissed coz i was under pressure..
ei u KNOE i cant do anything under pressure!!!!!
like how i'll forget the salt to cook with spaghetti.... hahah! sorry!~ thx jac

gggrrrrrrrr!!! last nite was so pek the kitchen was so hot..!!!!!!
add wilson BLUFF ME EAT UNCOOKED SPAGHETTI @#@%&@*&!
add sumor evelyn's mami.. she looked kinda pissed at us..
n that just spoils everything for me..
until i had to do this face T.T n hug evelyn's fridge
im afraid.. that ive spoiled the nite for sum ppl too...

like reesey... im sorry babe...!! i knoe u din knoe wat to do...
n im just so sorry i had to put u in that kind of situation...

it wasnt like wat i expected...!!!! i never anticipated the part where i'd get pissed n regret ever going to the party... seriously! REGRET!!
haih... i dunno anything anymore...

IT ALL HAD TO BE ABOUT YOU

i tot it was okay aredi u knoe? but i dunno y u can just walk into my sight n i'll get all sorts of feelings -_______________- so stupid...

so yea yesterday i cried... the very last time for the year..

but i did laugh though..
coz i remembered i almost tripped in my pumps in front of every1 hahah!!!!!