Posted by yeeween , Wednesday, February 13, 2008 12:54:00 PM
i'm baaaaack!!~
with a fever...
yea sure i was so totally ecstatic abt it coz it mean i dun hav to go sch..
but yesteray nite was one of the WORSE nites i have EVER had in my life..
it was sooooo painful!!
my head was hurting, my eyes burned, my tummy flipflopped inside n i felt so so soo cold..
n i couldnt sleep.
i guess thats karma for me.. for all the bad things, all the small bad things combined that i did..
its time for some pushing!!
n i am now actually crying, typing out this post..
i dunno y.. but i thought back abt last nite ...
the part abt meilin n i msg-ing... poor girl put up such a strong shield...
n then 3++am moomoo texted me... but i was sleeping..
but i read the msg!
n it was stuck n became part of my dreams n i so so wish i could help my dear girl, but i cudnt...
n then i read lin's blog....
Ween gave me a big big slap and woke me up with a splash of cold water. Not literally. But yeah, I guess what she said totally changed what I'm thinking and feeling.
I wish what I say can also do the same to her... But I always fail T_T Weeeennn we love you lots k!
when its valentines tomoro... n u feel so incredibly nauseatingly alone...
i guess u can always count on ur girls, huh?
liing: i wont fang qi ni de !!!!
T.T
i am so sorry for all the things ive ever did to betray any of you..
me : "gurl a, i fever adi.. din go sch..." [supposed to cut hair with her..]
reesey : "*in the softest...SOFTEST voice ever* aiyooo~ okla~ rest la~"
i now realise ive taken all of u for granted, enclosing myself in my own world where my thoughts.. n my thoughts alone matters the most..
thats all gonna change..
if i said i love u girls b4....
i love u even more now... T.T
weenxxx
