Posted by yeeween , Monday, February 25, 2008 10:30:00 PM
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they soo help me wash off sundaynite-lows n moday-blues...
n it doesnt help to remind myself that im practically alone...
fuck.
weenxxx
In this life...❥

PostSecret.com
they soo help me wash off sundaynite-lows n moday-blues...
its friday again...
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so fast wan arh! its not that im pressured coz not enuff time,
im pressured coz i dun feel any pressure AT ALL...
i dunno wats happening to me, its............ wrong..
gotta change~ **ooways say oni wan.. no do sama skali..!!**
today at sch was pretty okay, despite the boringness..
THREE fucking periods of BIO..
n it was soo...ooooooo cold that my FEET were freezing..
then recess time i had to go bersantai in the sun... -__________-
gosh i LOVE the morning sun!
especially when it hit me in class in the mornings..
then i get to make shadow bunnies on the wall under the blackboard..
YES YES YES I KNOE IT'S CHILDISH!!! =P
but at least it kept ALL 16 of us awake..
n i went SaKae with aemus n my sis..
umm... in sch U.... i was wearing fullU...
[it IS thinking day after all....~]
n the 3 of us whacked until 80++
when my sis showed my dad the receipt... [he said we could claim it back..!]
he went
"HA?! *jumped in his seat* WAT U ALL EAT??"
umm.... whoopx?
anyways tmrw there'll be the photoshoot.....
honestly with this kind of hair [ =( ] i dun really look forward to it..
n i dun anticipate the outcome either....
so for now.. pics pics pics!!
on the 16th Feb 08.. i din only go to the rovers bbq hoh!
morning till noon, i was at the Dewan Milenium, Kepala Batas..
the Rotary Club of Seb.Jaya held a .... luncheon..
for 1000 Special Kids...
n the hsbm interact club went n help!!
chap goh meh~~!!!
n here i am at home alone. . .
not supposed to be dinner with family de meh...?
i tot daddy wud bring us all out...
but then.. reach 8:30..... still not back yet... =(
then only later come back... say wanna go ahmooi auntie's house to JIAK LOH!!
omg.. involuntarily became not hungry...
n i mean it.. not even the biggest tiger prawn can make me go near a steamboat..!!
ive got more pics!!
these are from the bbq at eve's place...
on the 5th of february~!!
which is the eve of a very special day as well *winks!*
have u read the papers??
well.. i havent...
sad to say ive got no time to do anything i want anymore.. the day is getting somewhat shorter n shorter...
so is my temper...
due to not having enuff sleep, i can stare n burnn anything at home..
n im just not talking much at sch... grr
luckily ive not gotten into much trouble with any teachers except my sportshousehead...
n i wasnt late for once at sch... BARELY though....
ahgooi stood there staring daggers at me n i just looked down n walked as fast as i can...
haihz... lets just say these days are just not meant for me...
n it seriously has nothing to do with homework..!
haihz.. oh well.. at least one part of the day went right...
LUNCH!!
went SR wit my sis... she's like super rich... im like super bored..
so we went... might head on sushiK later in the week... hahah!
i am waiting for pictures!!
just to show u abit hor schweetie.. here are sum from the rovers cny bbq nite...!
eiyooo~!
today started off wayyy bad...
at least i went to sch...
when i think of sch.. i think of one word...
HOMEWORK
there are like loooaaaadddssss!!!!
n my sec work... kns
sheesh i hate teachers who hates secs for no reasons..
she was like mad at me thru-out the whooole fucking meeting..
uh-huh.. the guilt trip..
when it worked, [it always does..] she came n tell me
"next time dun liddat okay?"
i dun geddit.. dun like wat..??
grrrrrrr!
anyways i eat lunch alone today... T_____________T
so i ate mcd nyahahahahahhaa~~!! wanna go sr but...
eating sr alone is just tooo sad...
i still have alot to blog abt....
my cny wan din even blog yet @_______________@
n the pics of our fronts sides n backs for my schweeetttiiiieeeee waayy over there~
opx.. i think we forgot to take certain pics of certain ppl..
hahahahahh!! sorry schweetie.. i'll get them from evelyn....
yup so anyway. . . yesterday ahmoo called....
n we talked.. n it was emo....
then she suddenly said..
"ei.. lets go phek yao.. we go find out who's she then we go..!!"
n im so totally with her...she arr..... is the one who will always make me forget my points.. coz when i tell her my probs, she wont advise me.. she'll agree with me n then suggest wat i shud do.. then we'll talk n talk abt other things n forget my current prob.. then later on i'll just laugh back at myself... hehe... not to mean those who did advise me din smack some sense to me as well... its just that ahmoo distracts n not solves.... hahah!
neways.. its time go get to work.. so see yah!!
weenxxx
haiyoh another day passes with still the same sluggish mood....
drove n drove everywhere.. so tiring.. coz got monster....
have to stay constantly EXTRA alert....
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yesterday pai thi kong.....
so syokk!! wayy more syok than my 30meh at gma's house...
coz my neighbours... front n left side is a family... then the total of kids they have is EIGHT
all around the same age... 7-9 years liddat...
n they play fireworks!! i mean the kind u put on the floor then it spits colourful sparks..
not like brother's "cola" ... one biji BOOM!! can set off 2 house alarms.... n scared kids until they cry....
wats worse.. is that the house owners NOT AT HOME !!!
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so we have to wait. . . n wait . . . n wait . . . n waaaiiittttt for it to stop....
when it did.... "FINALLYYY!!!!"
BOOM!!
yea u guessed it.. went off again......
house alarms can go off 2nd time wan ar??
SO HIGH TECH FOR WAT??!! bising aje...
for ur info.. my bro has.... 60+? biji's..... we have to stand 60 BOOMS...
n among my lorong..... 80% chinese..... my family's offerings were the most khua wan...
the longxiang [umm the... put in front of the house... got dragon wan..?] is taller than my bro who is the tallest in the family... n its actually very pretty....
ummm.... almost la... one of the legs ALMOST fell off coz put in the car n coz i kinda din take care of it.. n i din knoe it could roll!!! after that i have to grab it n splinters went in my palm
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uuurrrmmmmm......
i wonder if i'll like... get arrested or sumthing coz i provided eye witnesses for my bro owning colas. . . . .
ish anyway yesterday an angel sent 3 special little girls 3 special gifts!!
=)
the angel wrapped it on the cloud she was travelling on...
n it was a bumpy ride...
hehehehehehhehe!!!
MONSTER COMING!!!!!
weenxxx
it's valentine's!!!
okayy as miserable as it seems..
i so totally dun have plans for today..
n i skipped sch today...
which means if i go to sch tmrw...
then i have to answer all sorts of awkward questions...
no not ALL SORTS.... ONE SORT.... THAT SORT..!! x.x
neways i hope all the couples get as lovey-dovey as they possibly can..
n the singles... well... better luck next year!~
bwahahhhaahahahahaaaha!!
weenxxx
i'm baaaaack!!~
with a fever...
yea sure i was so totally ecstatic abt it coz it mean i dun hav to go sch..
but yesteray nite was one of the WORSE nites i have EVER had in my life..
it was sooooo painful!!
my head was hurting, my eyes burned, my tummy flipflopped inside n i felt so so soo cold..
n i couldnt sleep.
i guess thats karma for me.. for all the bad things, all the small bad things combined that i did..
its time for some pushing!!
n i am now actually crying, typing out this post..
i dunno y.. but i thought back abt last nite ...
the part abt meilin n i msg-ing... poor girl put up such a strong shield...
n then 3++am moomoo texted me... but i was sleeping..
but i read the msg!
n it was stuck n became part of my dreams n i so so wish i could help my dear girl, but i cudnt...
n then i read lin's blog....
Ween gave me a big big slap and woke me up with a splash of cold water. Not literally. But yeah, I guess what she said totally changed what I'm thinking and feeling.
I wish what I say can also do the same to her... But I always fail T_T Weeeennn we love you lots k!
when its valentines tomoro... n u feel so incredibly nauseatingly alone...
i guess u can always count on ur girls, huh?
liing: i wont fang qi ni de !!!!
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i am so sorry for all the things ive ever did to betray any of you..
me : "gurl a, i fever adi.. din go sch..." [supposed to cut hair with her..]
reesey : "*in the softest...SOFTEST voice ever* aiyooo~ okla~ rest la~"
i now realise ive taken all of u for granted, enclosing myself in my own world where my thoughts.. n my thoughts alone matters the most..
thats all gonna change..
if i said i love u girls b4....
i love u even more now... T.T
weenxxx
its a new year?
sumhow dun feel like it coz the HQ not full yet..!!
yeeerrrrr... then tomoro only all come back n i hav to go perlis tomoro...!!
sheesh..
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so here i am playing games n basically doing nothing nyahahah!
coookieesss.. i forgot..!!
btw.. yesterday i ate so freaking fucking much..!!
pics later..
my aunts were like "haiyoh this cha boh wat oso must take pic...!!"
heh heh hehhhh....
there was this HUMUNGOUS HUUUUGE PRAWN bigger than my palm n i so totally whacked it after i kena con by my smallest aunt who gave me another smaller one n said it was THE ONE.....
so anyway... duwan blog liao... see yahhxx!!
weenxxx
(Oo) the last post of the babi year!! (oO)
unfortunately this has to be a rather sad post coz i wanna rid all my negative thoughts n get prepared for the new year!!
but i sumhow dun feel that sad...
not like last nite..
there was the bbq at evelyn's place mar...
early morning.. it was such a beautiful day!!
coz i went downstairs n i saw the lanterns swaying in the breeze under the sun n its so pretty =)
n my mood was sooo good after that...
then the day progressed i got more n more tired.. n more n more moody coz of all the little things im not satisfied of...
like how i forgot to take my aunt's stuff for her ..
like how i drove n i dunno y it was... jerky...
like how long the queue was at the stores...
these kind of small things.. add up together can be one heck of a nail up ur ass okayy...
yea i knoe sum ppl might say "haiyoh small things liddat!!!"
but i NOTICE these things kayy!! i cant help it.. x.x
so okay after that when i got home things were quite okay...
until meilin told me there wasnt any food...
O.O
so i selfishly left her to think on her own coz i was kinda late adi..
then when i was bathing halfway she called and asked about spaghetti...
bathing..... BATHING WTF!!! with soap suds in my hair!!
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anyway i arrived and went n buy sauce to cook...
loooooong story cut short, i was pissed coz i was under pressure..
ei u KNOE i cant do anything under pressure!!!!!
like how i'll forget the salt to cook with spaghetti.... hahah! sorry!~ thx jac
CNY mood!!
just hung up the lanterns in front of my house..
[its still not too late..!!]
n changed the bedsheet!! its purple, its satin, n inside.. is silk..
SILK.... hot si me.. x.x
anywayy i still got unfinished house chores to do.. T.T
tomoro.. is gonna be a busy day....
my previous outings..
i'll blog about that later after the fuggie sharing folder can sync n i can get the pics from evelyn...
hmm oh well.. i gotta go raid my closet coz SUMBODY showed me two of SUMTHING n said i gotta wear "nice" SUMWHERE......
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waddya mean "nice"??
i doubt i can find anything in my sleepy state..
so anyway.. i gotta get going... if not finding.. then sleeping....
weenxxx
knock knock!
who's there...?
CASH
cash..who?
CASHEW NUT COOKIESS!!!!!
heeheee...
my mum suddenly had this craze for baking cookies..
she even borrowed an oven from her friend..!!
n this is wat we've been up to yesterday nite...
Mickey + Cash cookies!!
notice that BIIIIGGGG lump of dough???
surprisingly they baked quite fast.. so was able to finish early
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the cashew nut.. supposed to be smiles...
but my great sistah go n make the mouths all senget...
tsk tsk tsk!!
they taste like butter cookies... n its so yummy-licious!!
previously they made pineapple cookies but i was bz with MATHS HOMEWORK so din help..
oh well... thats kinda about all the interesting stuffs happening to me..
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ahahaha!
i shud be sleeping by now..
tomoro going hiking!!! @.@
nitesss!!
p/s : after reading about bus crashes
i pray all my friends n family n all their friends n family who are travelling to return home safe n sound n happie! =)
weenxxx
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